<TITLE>38. Par -</TITLE>L-54-2 Did you notice the last "Voice"? It is supposed not to be an organization, but they declared their creed. An organization, then I'll drop away. I'm out of such.
Now, presumingly Brother Arganbright and Brother Role, a Washington diplomat under seven presidents, has got to be in Africa. Brother Role, and I, and Brother Arganbright will be going into Africa right away for some meetings: down in South Africa and Tanganyika and with Brother Boze, and on down through and probably up through Australia, and through that way coming back, if the Lord doesn't do something different. But before I go, I'll be back here.
Then when I come back from there, if God hasn't spoke to me in some other way, I'm going to take the family and move up to about Anchorage, Alaska. This is southwest, that'll be northwest. And then, let them stay there through the summer, when it's so hot down in Tucson till it'll burn the hide off you. I don't think they could stand it. They'd be so homesick and disheartened. We're not selling the place. It's staying right there with the furniture in the house. I don't know what to do.

L-54-5 Then time the summer's over, if the Lord willing, I want to leave Alaska and come down to about Denver--central west. Southwest, northwest, central west, crying, "Oh Lord, what would You have me do."
In the meantime, every message, as far as I know of, to be preached will be right here, this tabernacle. Here's where the tapes will be; here's where the headquarters is. And I do not intend to stay with my family in the west. I'm going to seek till I find what God wants me to do. If this year doesn't settle it, then next year, without water or food, I'll walk out into the desert, and I'll wait till He calls me. I can't go on like this. You've got to get desperate. You've got to get to the place where you want to know what's the will of God, and how can you do the will, if you don't know the will? I'm progging because of that vision background what you did (See?), going around as missionary and evangelism until that call come.
Remember the first one when we laid that cornerstone? "Do the work of an evangelist," He said. He didn't say you was an evangelist, but do the work of one; perhaps until the time come for something else, another change of work. Might be something different. I don't know.

L-55-2 Do you love Him? Be real sure of that. Be real sure of it. They that love the Lord...
They that wait upon the Lord,
Shall renew their strength.
They shall mount up with wings like an eagle,
They will run and not be weary;
... walk and not faint.
Oh teach me, Lord, teach me, Lord to wait.
I love Him, and I know you do too.
Now, tomorrow night... I think I have made it plenty clear (Have I?), as clear as I know how to make it. That's all I know. That's all I know what to say. And if it's revealed to me for something, I'll quickly tell you. I know you're interested to know. I'm interested to know. I don't know what it meant; I don't know where--where I'm going; I--I don't know what's going to happen. I--I am just... The only thing I know, I'm just going by the grace of God. Then He will tell me when I get there maybe. But my part now is go. And I might not be there two weeks till I'll be somewhere else, and it might be back here. That's right. I don't know but I... That vision had my wife and my children in that, and the very thing it was... I was in a covered wagon and the minute that I walked in there, there was--I was in my station wagon. And that is the way we leave in a couple days. Not knowing where we're going, not knowing what we're going to do when we get there, just going.


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